Hungry Ghosts

should be legal to bite anyone who make fun of AAC voices , say that AAC need to " learn how to speak english " , whatever . make everyone feel some fear for consequences of unnecessary bullshit .

have small collection of journal and mini tabletop games , but very rarely play ... sometimes struggle to come up with ideas , sometimes hit feelings too hard and have to back out . but more than anything , kind of just like to read and imagine how fun this rule set would be . think this is fair enough to consider form of play as well ! just feel sort of silly to actually look at objectively . here is great collection of games , can not give any recommendations or advice simply because never play as intend !

sometimes also think , like , would be so great to use this feature from this game in that game over there , add some more randomness to whatever system ... or maybe even combine how different games do similar things , see how that change . honestly , even sometimes kind of fun to use gemulator features in games that have no game master to start with .

really love video games because do not have to choose how overall world and story will play out and change - developers already choose that - but there is obviously limitation in that , too . love creativity of tabletop and journal games , but then sometimes almost feel like sheer amount of choice and control overwhelm . honestly spend more time think about tabletop and journal games than actually play :P

not really play fae farm right now , but still have this one thing stuck in head since first come across . now , this game is extremely heavy on this super cosy , conflict-free world ... sometimes to detriment , because not always think about other implications .

like , people know that abandoned objects pick up ambient magic and become angry creatures , so ... just ... allow that to happen , not treat objects with reverence and care ? and pretty much every substantial problem is just result of hungry or cranky nature spirit that act out , just need some food and kind words and everything is immediately OK again .

and like ... have nothing against games that just want to be cosy , comfortable , and inclusive , but approach means everything - and think fae farm approach weirdly sometimes . for one thing , have character like aspen who is in wheelchair - who is essentially stuck in market square for all of time because of bumpy stone bridges , steep hills , and stairs that wheelchair could not possibly navigate , not that player can ever see navigate anyway . just feel sort of empty like , yeah , need wheelchair guy somewhere !

but main topic here : there is this potion seller NPC who player can talk and learn from , and in one line of dialogue say that someone try to order love potion , so instead give jar of bees .

sorry what ??? look , kossai hate love potion tropes too , but this one little line that try to be cute and subversive of idea is now just really out of place sour reminder that hey , people sexually assault each other here too ! could this be one of beloved townsfolk , even ? no details , and so out of place with overall vibe , that this line just plant really uncomfortable seed . 

so now go through tale of kid from acheron , and revenger from cocytus . not sure if there is any specific order these stories appear in or what , but really want to see where all these pieces go ...

also , did not realise soundtrack was out for like this last week , oops ! now have that too to slurp into library and love forever :3 and uh ... take break from spend money , for little while at least .